Saturday, June 6, 2009 | 1:13 PM
argh. im terribly upset with myself. uggh
What are the odds of one having a golden opportunity, or at least an opportunity to take and fully make use of it ?
Lets say they happen on a daily basis, and in fact they actually do.
Granted, youre just gonna let it come and go without trying to make full use of it.
like flash,boom, poof. gone
Then a few seconds later you think and go 'what the hell was I thinking'
And it doesnt just end there.
It takes a happy merry-go-round ride and hits you later again, and again, and again and again.
Makes you feel like cow
and it pummels you down into the bottomless abyss where for an instant time seems to actually stop
sth is horribly wrong,
and i need to do sth.
like now