Friday, May 8, 2009 | 10:02 AM
The prev post just, somehow, diappeared .

If you can see his veins, theyre like fightng to explode out of every part of his body. what the hell man. -.-
marc asked me to cut my hair like that.
But if you see closely right, at least there are some strands of hair that can be labelled as 'fringe'.
In which for my case my hair stands upright, and the worst thing is tht it refuses to get down.
Like a plant that reaches out for sunlight. o.O
then i asked ming fong, he say need rebond .
........
i thoght rebond was for nadia this kind one =/
think if she learns abt this shes gna bastard me like mad cuz i keep asking her to teach me how to spike her hair
The thunder woke me up now i cant get back to sleep. zzz
anyways i found sth pretty erm, meaningful in a way?
Scratching at the window
with claws of pine,
the wind wants in.
For days it has been
calling itself across
the white land, howling
on the hills, prowling
on the porch, crouching
hungry behind the barn.
When I turn on the light
it yelps, streaks off
across the yard, snow
covering its tracks,
It will be back.
It smells warm flesh
behind this frosted glass.
Just now it whimpers
in a corner of the porch
nursing a sore paw.
It knows all the tricks.
I won’t open the door.
its Coyote Wind by Imogene Bolls.
and its a poem in case ur trying to be stupid .
I just thought, it was pretty artistic, no?
Somehow im kinda missing lit .
like, if im not wrong you can just bullshit ur way through and as long as you support it with enough details and explanation basically you get ur marks.
So its just a matter of playing with words
Should of taken lit, dont know why i didnt.
Okay i do but im just gon shove it out of my brain for now
There's something, seriously wrong with my life.
oh yeah unfortunately for you i have one.
I think theres someone cursing me out thr, cus im getting injuries all over these days.
just a few days back i stepped on this 3 pin-plug thing, i didnt know i was bleeding until i looked down and 'oh what the bloody crap'.
its like you can probably slot a thumbdrive in and process the data in ur brain.
and then yesterday when i did pushups my chin hit the floor. Again. For two days now.
after that when i was going to sleep, i was taking my medicine, fyi its a pill
then when i drank my water the pill somehow escaped from my mouth into the bottle.
Not sure what i was thinking, i drank the whole bottle cuz i was afraid that when i poured the water into the sink to get the pill, the pill would fall out too.
Okay maybe this was my fault. uggh
I was thinking, how can animals survive, when they have to keep everything bottled up in themselves.
Everyday it gets colder, like youre a stranger now.
i want to time travel, to redo everythng, to make it perfect.
But duh its impossible.
Perfection doesnt exist, and everything else exists to prove that notion true.
Its suffocating.
I know ive said this a million times or so but honestly,
I don't know.